About a year ago I wanted to find a way to make a right effort to improve my meditation. I turned to Baba’s book, I Am That, among others, where Baba teaches that the whole world is Consciousness and our experience of duality is a misunderstanding.
One morning I had an experience similar to the one Swami ji describes in his exposition: I started seeing all the thoughts and feelings arising as Consciousness. I dropped into an ecstatic place of freedom, and energy released within me. My meditation became deeply blissful.
Since I started this practice, this year has been transformational. I’ve realized and reveled in the power and bliss of contemplating the Truth. It has allowed me to feel more and more free—liberated—from all those limited thoughts and feelings. I can breathe and be unburdened. It’s such a wonderful practice!
So it is with great joy that I read in the exposition about doing this as a regular practice, with the understanding that what I’m doing is purifying my intellect so it can realize the Truth.
California, United States
I am thankful for Swami Akhandananda’s exposition, which I find to be so clear and helpful. After reading and studying it these past days, I feel that I have become more patient and less reactive in stressful situations.
I believe that Swami ji’s exposition is showing me how to access my own inherent power to use my intellect with intention and discernment, and to let go of judgments, making room for compassion to grow and shine.
Newfoundland, Canada
After reading this exposition, I reflected on my sadhana. I realized that over the years, as I’ve read and studied books written by Baba and Gurumayi, as well as the scriptures, my intellect has become more refined. This refinement has occurred almost unnoticed by me, as a steady drip of water hollows out a stone over time.
When I reread diary entries that I had made years ago, I recognized how much my understanding has refined. I saw that my entire outlook has improved for the better.
I am grateful that I have been able to follow my Guru’s teachings and apply them to my sadhana. I feel that there is still so much to discover and that my sadhana will continue to be an exciting and great adventure.
Unterlangenegg, Switzerland
This clear exposition reminded me of a time I looked up and my gaze locked with that of a small green lizard close by that was lounging in the sun among the plant pots. I experienced the unshakable knowing that the same being was peering out of each of our eyes. I felt one with this creature and realized how simple and profound a moment it was. This awareness of unity has never completely left me. I will practice observing what arises in meditation now in a more intentional way.
New Mexico, United States
I have relished Swami ji’s wise and clear guidance in this exposition, as I have been deepening my friendship with my mind ever since receiving Gurumayi's Message for this year. Just as a good friend does, I gently question my mind when it seems tight or negative, and lead it back to what is true and real. This process has shown me over and over that the Self and therefore fulfillment, easefulness, and joy lie beyond any perception of duality. Swami ji’s words have given me fresh ways of understanding and applying this truth.
Hampton, Australia
Now I have learned a new concept of refining the intellect and how valuable it is, together with the Guru’s grace. The story of Swami ji’s encounter with the deer surely will stay in my memory.
I remember a similar experience with an amaryllis. Admiring it, I felt as if grand Consciousness was looking back at me. Currently, a fragrant indoor-blooming flower seems to be exchanging breath and love with me, with the result that I feel amazement and unity with it. With the new knowledge I am gaining from this exposition, I hope that I can consciously collect such brief experiences and use them to refine my intellect.
I understand the relation of unity and variety intellectually. Right now I consider them as different levels of awareness. I imagine that after a full awakening, variety can still be perceived, but without real substance any more, like a dream.
Hindelang, Germany
This exquisite exposition reminds me to look at the world through the lens of my intellect in order to experience unity in the midst of diversity. Because the teachings of the Guru are filled with pure knowledge, I understand that when my intellect drinks from this divine source, I develop the ability to act in every situation beyond limited concepts and to rejoice in the Self.
One day, I was looking with awe at a cow in a meadow. The cow looked back at me and came toward the fence. I put my palm on her snout. Then, she took out her big tongue and licked my hand. At this moment, I felt in my heart that we shared the love and unity of the Self.
Shaktipat gave me the direct experience of the the Truth and sadhana is the means by which I fill my life with the constant awareness of the Self through the knowledge of the Truth. So, my self-effort consists in aligning my behavior with my intellect and with the teachings I have received from my Guru.
Rodez, France
Swami ji’s experiences of seeing the same Consciousness existing in all animals stirred up a sweet memory of my cat, Jasmine. Whenever I would look into her eyes, my mind would calm down and I would be led into a state of sweet meditation. Her eyes reflected and connected me to the same Consciousness that was deep in my heart.
Ville St. Laurent, Canada
A few days ago I had an experience similar to the one Swami ji describes in this exposition. I was reflecting on the teaching that the Self looks through the eyes of other beings, and I had a flash of awareness of the unity of all things.
This morning as I sat for meditation, I visualized the Guru’s light shining out from within me. At that moment, I once again experienced the unity of all beings.
These experiences showed me the happiness and ecstasy that I can attain by refining my intellect in the way Swami ji describes.
Vancouver, Canada
This exposition was very helpful for me. I was deeply touched by the last experience that Swami ji describes. It showed me how, through the persistent practice of reflection, I can access higher levels of awareness.
Cuevas del Almanzora, Spain
I am thankful to Swami Akhandananda for this beautiful and in-depth exposition on how the refined intellect can be used to experience the ultimate Truth.
Participating in Siddha Yoga
satsangs and doing the Siddha Yoga practices has often led me to experience the Self in the form of divine qualities like peace, serenity, and unity awareness. But I have still longed to know how to become permanently established in the experience of the Self. I believe that this exposition can help me to do this. It has shown me that I must try to remain alert, to apply the Siddha Yoga teachings intentionally in all circumstances, such as when I encounter nature or people in my daily life. At all times, I must try to remain firmly rooted in unity consciousness. I pray for Shri Gurumayi’s grace and the strength of heart to steadily make the necessary self-effort to do this.
Udaipur, India
I am so grateful for this exposition by Swami ji. For me, it perfectly describes what the intellect is. I read it in Spanish, which is my native language, and I felt as though I was able to perceive love while reading it. It helped me to realize that there is so much pure love that the intellect wants me to experience. I was reminded again of how the Guru continually gives me ways to awaken to the love in everything.
New York, United States
I feel that this exposition takes an ancient and highly significant teaching and weaves it into a practice that can be applied in modern life. The exposition has inspired me to remember and be aware of the essence of Consciousness that is in everything. I can take this awareness with me everywhere, such as when I am at the office, walking the dogs, and cooking the family meal.
South Melbourne, Australia
I was moved by Swami Akhandananda’s experience of seeing the same Consciousness in the eyes of each creature he encountered. Soon after reading this exposition, I needed to go on an hour-long drive in busy traffic. When I set out, I thought that I wouldn’t be able to mirror Swami ji’s experience, which took place in nature, on the beautiful grounds of Shree Muktananda Ashram.
To my surprise, when I arrived at the busiest intersection on my journey, I saw a man walking in front of the stationary traffic in a colored top hat and a suit to match. He was waving a cardboard sign with the word “love” painted on it. As he walked by my car, I decided to smile at him. In that instant, as our eyes met and he returned my smile, I experienced a flash of unity consciousness. I knew we were One. I felt I was being shown that I can experience unity consciousness anywhere, when I apply my intellect to perceive it.
Redfern, Australia
I have been deeply moved by this exposition on the intellect. For many years I have held on to the academic notion of what the intellect was, and so I dismissed it, while at the same time yearning for the Truth at every moment.
Now I understand that the intellect has been the aspect of my mind that resonated with the Truth and helped me on my path. It is so wonderful to see this!
Toronto, Canada
Swami Akhandananda’s explanation about the role of the intellect helped me overcome a negative feeling.
A comment that was said to me made me feel small. Applying Swami Akhandananda’s explanation, I used my intellect to steer me away from encouraging that feeling and to guide me toward a new perspective and a feeling of calm. As soon as I engaged my intellect in this way, I felt a sense of freedom and profound joy.
Versoix, Switzerland
I sometimes have a hard time understanding certain concepts about the Truth. So this morning, as I was reading this exposition, I decided to remain open to apprehending some of the Truth it was talking about.
As I read the text, my perception shifted for a few seconds, and I saw a golden sun above a cloudy sky. I felt light, open, and felt the sun warming my face and radiating love into my heart.
Toronto, Canada
Time and again, as I read this exposition, I was gently drawn into meditation. My mind softened and new understandings bloomed. I had never considered the intellect in this way. How refreshing! It gives me a wonderful new focus for my mind. I will be reading this again and again.
Sydney, Australia
This morning I read this exposition with total attention. I am so grateful to realize that it is in my hands to make progress in
sadhana if I make the effort to read, study, and assimilate the teachings on a deeper level.
I want to strengthen the “muscle” of studying the teachings deeply, just as I would strengthen the muscles of my body. I have seen that, with use, these muscles become stronger.
Curacao, Willemstad, Netherlands Antilles
As I read Swami Akhandananda’s exposition, I felt, and still feel, charged with energy. I now understand how I can consciously make the right effort to refine my intellect and gain further knowledge of the Truth, and how this knowledge will take me to a more continuous experience of unity.
London, United Kingdom
I am grateful for this exposition, which for me elucidates experiences that I haven’t been able to clearly understand or verbalize until now. As I continue to study Gurumayi’s Message and do the Siddha Yoga practices, I have been experiencing a new and profound awareness that I call the “Witness of the mind.” This is both a physical pull of my gaze and a vantage point that allows me to watch the mind and still be present. Now I understand that my effort to witness the mind and the benevolence of grace are both in action, and I can trust that this synergy will lead to even deeper and more profound awareness.
California, United States
I have just read and studied this profound exposition on the intellect. I have always appreciated the fact that on the Siddha Yoga path we are asked to use this tool. But today I discovered something new: the difference between the intellect and the refined intellect. I read and reread these suggestions on how to refine my intellect, with the goal of making my experience of unity become increasingly steady.
I will apply this teaching, as the writer suggests, by remaining aware that the same powerful divine energy is in me, my friends, my students, my family, and everyone else, as well as in nature.
This month I decided that every Thursday night, I would contemplate and study a teaching posted on the Siddha Yoga path website. I now realize that this intellectual work makes a great difference for me because these teachings stay in my mind, giving me more and more
shuddha vikalpa, “pure thoughts.”
Paris, France
Up to now I believed the intellect to be an obstacle in
sadhana. After reading this beautiful exposition, I can appreciate now the role it plays. The intellect can help me to see the Self in everything—to recognize, for example, a fit of irrepressible laughter as a genuine realization of the unity of all things. Reading Swami Akhandananda’s words, I have a clearer perception of the essence of Truth, of the essence of light, of the essence of joy.
Paris, France
After reading Swami Akhandananda’s inspiring meditation experience, I realized that I’d underestimated the power of the intellect. So I sat for meditation and observed each thought and feeling as Consciousness. No matter how insistent my thoughts became, I continued seeing each one as Consciousness.
Soon after, a feeling of detachment arose and my habitual worries dissolved into the light of Consciousness. In this light of awareness, I could see that the source of my worries lay in my judgment that things are imperfect, which triggers my perfectionist tendencies. I became aware of the subconscious belief I held: “If I can make things perfect, they will become the Consciousness I seek.”
I laughed at the absurdity of improving the dazzling beauty of Consciousness. My insight about my perfectionism itself then dissolved into Consciousness and the realization dawned anew—everything is Consciousness and is already and always perfect.
I am grateful that Swami ji’s exposition included his meditation experience, which became empowering for me and facilitated a breakthrough.
Illinois, United States
How grateful and fortunate I feel to have received this exposition. I will never look into another living being’s eyes the same way. Now I will remember who is looking in and who is looking back: it is the One, the Self, our shared true nature.
Missouri, United States
Last summer, as I spent my days offering
seva, I felt accompanied by the Truth, as if by a nurturing mother. Each day I moved through layers of understanding as to how to engage with the Truth. Through my actions, I honored the Truth, and I made the constant effort to align my thoughts with the Guru’s teachings.
Swami ji’s exposition is a great inspiration to me. I am refreshing my intention to constantly make the effort to awaken the intellect, to connect with and practice the Guru’s teachings in every situation.
Milan, Italy
Swami ji’s exposition on the intellect is like a soothing balm for me. As one who lives much in the life of the mind, I am deeply grateful to learn about the true meaning of what it is to cultivate intellect.
This exposition will be a light on the path throughout the school year.
Virginia, United States
As I read this beautiful passage, a space opens inside me that brings stillness and clarity. I am reminded of how I can experience
satsang in nature. I see balance between the spontaneous experience and the intellect. I am beginning to understand the true meaning of
Satsang.
Sydney, Australia
Swami Akhandananda’s words form an exquisite spiral in my mind, a reflection on the very nature of reflection. The text, to me, embodies the concepts presented. As I read, I am learning the very process by which I am learning. A mirror has been held up through these teachings.
St. Lazare, Canada
As I read Swami ji’s exposition, I asked myself how I could apply the teaching in it to a challenging conversation I needed to have that day.
The answer that came to me was to remember the unity in all things: despite all the surface differences in behaviors and attitudes, the inner core of Consciousness is present and the same in all living beings.
Grasping this realization with my intellect, and holding it in memory, directs me to approach people with respect, even when our principal views are different, and even when the differences may fuel strong feelings.
I understood that when my actions and words reflect this realization, it can inspire a similar realization in others. The flow of energy between us can lead to a mutual understanding and unity.
California, United States
What a wonderful and clear exposition! How sweet and poetic are the words and the energy behind those words.
When Swami ji narrated his encounter with the deer, I could really experience what he was describing. A wave of sweet love and recognition bathed my entire being. Such beauty in this recognition! I was filled with joy after reading of this encounter because I often see this great Consciousness in the eyes of animals.
Rome, Italy
Swami Akhandananda’s exposition helped me understand an experience I had recently.
Before my morning meditations, I’ve been reading Baba’s commentaries on the
Shiva Sutra in his book
Nothing Exists That Is Not Shiva. After meditating, I ponder the central theme: that the entire universe is nothing but Shiva.
One morning, as I was joyfully chanting in my car on the way to a business client, I remembered that I needed to call another client. At first, I didn’t want to interrupt the chant. But then I remembered the
Shiva Sutra, and told myself, “Well, if everything is Shiva, then this client I need to call is also Shiva.” I smiled as I pulled over to the side to make the call. As I spoke with this person, I felt I was speaking with Shiva! After the conversation, I resumed chanting, reveling in the awareness of the oneness of everything.
I now see more clearly how the
bauddha-jnana I'd gained through studying Baba’s commentaries helped bring me to the experience of
paurusha-jnana in my conversation with the client.
New Jersey, United States
As I began to contemplate the intellect’s role in
sadhana, as explained in Swami ji’s exposition, the image of an orchestra and its conductor arose within. I saw that the various thoughts and emotions that play in my mind are somewhat like the individual musicians who play different musical lines. And I realized that through contemplation of the Guru’s teachings and the scriptures, my intellect acts like the orchestra conductor to bring all the different parts into a harmonious whole: the remembrance of my true identity as absolute Consciousness, as the Self.
New Jersey, United States
This exposition made it very clear to me how crucial the application of the intellect is in advancing my spiritual attainment. It showed me just how much using my intellect in deliberate self-effort will help my awareness of the Self to grow and my meditation to deepen.
After reading this exposition, I began to ponder the teaching of seeing unity everywhere and getting in touch with the Truth. In my mind’s eye, I played scenes from my work environment, and imagined unity among all my colleagues. In my contemplation, I saw how everybody’s behavior was like a thin vapor that they were wrapped in, while underneath this vapor, the same core Truth pervaded everybody. This awareness made me feel composed and relaxed.
I want to bring this perspective to my work environment, and other aspects of my daily life, in the future. I believe that when I practice seeing the one Truth in everybody, this will make many of my daily experiences in life become more light-hearted and fun.
Basel, Switzerland
Swami ji’s beautiful and lucid exposition comes at a perfect time for me.
In a recent Siddha Yoga retreat, I received inner guidance to practice witness consciousness in meditation and in my daily life. This inner command reminded me that I am empowered to wake up in every moment. It is my choice whether to get lost in the mind’s ramblings or to use my intellect to pull back, observe, and remember the unity in all things.
After reading this exposition, I understand this whole experience to be an example of the interplay between
paurusha-jnana and
bauddha-jnana. This understanding motivates me even more and fills my heart with gratitude.
California, United States
I enjoyed learning about the distinction between
paurusha-jnana and
bauddha-jnana, and also about how the relationship between both can be understood, in Swami ji’s words, as a “gracious cycle that leads us ever closer to the goal.” I also appreciated Swami ji’s sharing with us his wondrous meditation experience of the all-pervasive nature of Consciousness.
I found it very compelling to see how dedicating oneself to the study of the scriptures and applying what one has learned to one’s meditations can become a doorway to a higher experience of Consciousness.
Reading this exposition increases my longing to study and contemplate, with more steadfastness, the Guru’s teachings and those of the Shaiva sages. I now understand that this study will help me stay more connected to the teachings in my daily life, and will lead me to a more spontaneous remembrance of the Truth.
Montreal, Canada
Swami Akhandananda’s exposition reminded me of an experience of
paurusha-jnana I had some years ago during a Shaktipat Intensive. During an afternoon pause, I was standing in an open field watching the dusky light flash and fade on the blades of long grass. Suddenly, I had the intuitive knowledge that I was a character in a play incomparable in scope and grandeur, and that one day, my part in the tale of life would end—like all things. Understanding this, I felt neither sadness nor fear, but rather surrender and freedom. I knew that the grass, the dancing light, and I were one and the same.
Recalling this experience in light of Swami ji’s exposition, I now realize that I can use my intellect consciously to apply this profound understanding to my everyday life by following the guidance Swami ji has provided about doing this. I can see that bringing my self-effort together with that experience of direct knowledge will sustain and enrich my
sadhana, and inspire me to attain still deeper understanding.
New York, United States