Siddha Yoga Satsang
in Honor of the 40th Anniversary of
Baba Muktananda’s Lunar Mahasamadhi
In the prior few months, I have been suffering a painful bereavement. During the chant in the satsang, my pain instantly lifted. Then in meditation, the mantra Om Namah Shivaya, which I usually use, suddenly changed, and I found myself repeating Om Guru! I have continued to repeat Om Guru as I practice japa in my daily life.
I feel as if grace itself has made all these changes, helping me free myself of my grief and worries.
Sorel-Tracy, Canada
Later in the satsang as I watched Gurumayi’s beautiful face, she also became fully present for me. In fact, I saw that Gurumayi and Baba are absolutely one and the same. I felt anew the immense grace and good fortune of having these great beings in my life and all that they give so freely. My heart continues to expand with gratitude.
London, United Kingdom
That night I dreamt about being under threat. However, when I repeated the mantra, “I” was gone, so the others couldn’t perceive me. With no ego, there was no threat. I later reflected that all I needed was the Name.
During the week I had some repetitive negative thoughts about some challenging relationships at work. When I repeated the mantra, the thoughts dissolved. I then sang some Siddha Yoga music and it felt like the vibrations were uniting me with the world. When I stopped singing, I could hear a nearby magpie carolling beautifully. I knew he was responding to the pure sounds of the Name in the form of the hymns I’d sung.
I am so grateful to Gurumayi for her love and protection in the form of the Name.
Bendigo, Australia
Later, during the satsang, I told Baba that I seek enlightment and I really need his help to get there. Suddenly, I felt an energy like a thumb on the top part of my forehead. The energy was so strong that a state of deep sleep fell upon me. I truly felt safe and certainly not alone.
Montreal, Canada
Shortly after the satsang began, my internet connection went down. When this happened, Gurumayi was looking straight at the camera and her image stayed on my screen, looking at me. As I gazed back at her, the words “I am with you” filled my being. Each time my eyes connected with Gurumayi on the screen, these words, “I am with you,” resonated within. I could, and still can, feel Gurumayi’s strong presence with me.
Paris, France
In the last two weeks, I have been through a difficult patch physically and emotionally. So managing my state, along with work and home demands, had been challenging. The satsang came into my life at this time like a healing wave of joy and bliss. The chant transported me into a world of peace and love, something I seemingly hadn’t experienced in a very long time. All the chatter in my head came to a standstill, and all I could see and cherish and experience was my Guru and her love all around me.
Mumbai, India
Baba’s picture with the phrase, “I am here,” has stayed with me. It reminds me that I am never alone and that Baba is always protecting me and my loved ones, no matter what is happening in my life.
I also realized, from participating in the satsang, that through contemplating, understanding, and assimilating the teachings in the commentaries on samanubhuti, I can gain all that I need to navigate the current turbulent waters.
Willemstad, Curacao
I also experienced that I, together with everyone participating in the satsang, was inside the Blue Pearl, surrounded and protected by the Guru.
Naucalpan , Mexico
When we began chanting, the full moon made its majestic appearance in the sky outside, slowly rising. It had an amazing hue of vivid orange. As I saw this, I felt Baba’s presence so strongly that I cannot even describe it. I am so grateful for experiencing such an exquisite darshan.
Mersin, Turkey
Bangalore, India
Nora, Sweden
Although Gurumayi did not formally speak, I heard her within myself and received everything I needed in the shakti of the namasankirtana and the silence of meditation. I knew how to move forward, feeling as if I’d received a private darshan that clarified everything.
My problems dissolved in the joy of Baba dancing with so much freedom in my inner vision. Then a pillar of protection entered me containing the strength, courage, and faith of a mountain. By the end of the satsang, the pillar of protection sparkled with blue jewels.
I’ve been contemplating this experience with deep gratitude, inviting these priceless gifts to make their home inside my heart.
Illinois, United States
Val-Morin, Canada
I am grateful to Baba for giving me such a beautiful confirmation that we are One.
Corsham, United Kingdom
Torino, Italy
My thirst for being in the presence of my Guru was quenched during the chanting! I wanted to chant from every cell of my body, and I experienced a sense of oneness with the Guru, a sense of real bliss.
After the satsang my heart felt full, and my whole being felt full with my Guru’s love, a love which I want to share with everyone.
a Gurukula student in Gurudev Siddha Peeth, India
This auspicious day started with such sweetness, and it continues to shower blessings. I am khushkismat. I feel so fortunate.
California, United States
Up in the sky, two royal bald eagles circled above Bade Baba’s Temple. For a period of time, the eagles would circle the Temple, creating a well-choreographed dance in perfect harmony with each other. Then they would fly toward Lake Nityananda, after which they would come back and resume their circling above the Temple.
Toward the end of the morning I noticed one of the eagles had returned to the Temple. I saw the eagle fly clockwise above the Temple three times, as if offering pradakshina, and then fly away. When I looked down at my watch, it was 12 noon. Later, I learned this was the moment when Gurumayi was exclaiming “Sadgurunath Maharaj ki Jay!” at the conclusion of the satsang.
For ages, eagles have been known to represent the unparalleled joy of true freedom. It is fitting that nature joined the celebration on the day when the Siddha Yoga global sangham gathered with Gurumayi in the Siddha Yoga Universal Hall to honor Baba Muktananda, “the bliss of freedom.”
New York, United States
When flower petals were being offered to Bade Baba and lines from the Arati prayer were sung, I could perceive the great love and compassion of Bade Baba and Gurumayi. My only wish was to continue to deepen my sadhana and serve my Guru. The longing to transcend the finite and merge with the infinite arose like a flame inside me.
Mexico City, Mexico
Sydney, Australia
The experiences read aloud of some Siddha Yogis on the full-moon night in 1982 when Baba took mahasamadhi filled me with profound love for Baba. The satsang culminated in namasankirtana with Gurumayi. I felt as if I was flowing with God or supreme Consciousness. Then, listening to and chanting the primordial word Om along with Gurumayi took me to greater heights of bliss during the meditation, as if I were encapsulated in the Blue Pearl along with the other Siddha Yogis in the Universal Hall.
Udaipur, India
Thirty seconds passed. A quotation from Baba then appeared on the screen: “I am here.” Three stunned faces in my living room stared at the screen. My husband said to me, “You asked and Baba answered.” None of us doubted the message.
I had a direct line from my heart to Baba’s ear! What amazing grace!
Florida, United States
I prepare my desk so that it becomes a puja, the hydrangea flowers perfectly reflecting the fall colors of Shree Muktananda Ashram. I am seamlessly joined to the backdrop of this amazing event. Bade Baba is magnificent. Baba’s unique presence pervades. Gurumayi silently encourages me to settle into the moment. I am enthralled. I am drawn in. I am content.
Bowing my head in love and gratitude, I offer dakshina online at the end of the satsang.
Hampton Hill, United Kingdom
My prayers these past days, weeks, and months have been for peace in the world. Seeing the blue and yellow colors today in the Temple touched my heart and so I prayed, “Om shanti shanti shanti. Baba, please be there, bringing peace wherever it is needed.”
Deer Lake, Canada
I felt everyone in the Siddha Yoga Universal Hall shared the same vibrations of joy and calmness. As we chanted, it was as though the Universal Hall was sending the same vibrations to the whole world. I prayed and showed the satsang to my children at home and they felt the same peace and joy.
Delhi, India
Hawaii, United States
During the pause, I walked slowly through the house and continued to feel the pleasant experience of floating, crowned with an indescribable well-being.
Miguel Pereira, Brazil
I also loved seeing Gurumayi during the satsang, and feeling the love I have for her. The murti of Bade Baba was exquisite. The peacock-feather cape, the sunflowers, and the golden roses all formed an incredible tapestry of beauty. I am reinspired to study the teachings on samanubhuti.
Washington, United States
During the satsang I felt at home, deeply satisfied, and embraced by love and colorful beauty. I felt a sense of wonder about all of us being together with subtle beings in the Siddha Yoga Universal Hall and united in the Blue Pearl. What a blessing! I wish that we may always be united in such a way, but especially in hard times, supporting each other and the world by chanting, praying, and giving blessings for easefulness, harmony, and peace.
Hindelang, Germany
Baba’s words—“I am here”—sweetly kept Baba’s presence in my awareness. I feel blessed beyond measure.
Rodez, France
To stay in the Guru’s presence, to inwardly bow before her chair, to receive the vibrations of her voice chanting and repeating the sacred syllable Om gives me an amazing and sweet nourishment that I know calms suffering on this planet and leads us closer to the goal—the joy of the Self.
Turin, Italy
Gurumayi’s smile revived me, the movements of her hands released streams of energy in me, and her gaze gave me courage and strength. Meditating with Gurumayi released so much divine energy in me that my whole body was full of heat. Gurumayi is the greatest gift, for which I am infinitely grateful to Baba.
Unterlangenegg, Switzerland
During the satsang via live video stream, I was aware of my breath helping me to make the right connection with Gurumayi ji. My entire being was suffused with silence. As I was looking at the moon on returning home after the satsang, I was completely soaked in that magical silent night.
In that deep silence one sentence kept dancing in my mind—the sentence that Gurumayi ji concluded with: “Baba ki jay jay.”
Bhandara, India
Washington, United States
Two elements resonated most for me. The first came at the beginning, when we could read on the screen a quotation from Baba Muktananda: “I am here.” I was surprised, but quickly felt comforted, loved, and in a safe place. This was just perfect for me because I am going through some challenging times. The second was the unusual way we chanted Om Namo Bhagavate Muktanandaya; it was pretty slow, and we were almost whispering at some point. I felt peace, calm, and sweetness.
After the satsang, I went for a walk on the beach to see the sunset and it was perfect. I am very grateful to have had this experience of peace amidst some sad moments.
Paris, France
The four-year-old’s words on the solar anniversary of Baba’s mahasamadhi, when he said, “The Temple is the Blue Pearl. We are all inside the Blue Pearl with Bade Baba,” were so heart-opening and filled with purity.
I am very thankful for participating in this satsang today, which brought Baba into my heart.
New Mexico, United States
Thane West, India
When I heard this, inside myself I experienced being immersed in the scintillating light of Consciousness, the Blue Pearl, and that we all were— and are—enveloped and protected in this light of Consciousness. I feel it is a particular frequency or vibration that scintillates and pulsates with divine love and shakti. And anyone can come in; they just have to have the key: shaktipat diksha, the gift Baba brought to so many around the world.
I am beyond grateful for this experience.
Florida, United States
When I saw Gurumayi today during the satsang, it reminded me that she has been with me all along; her beautiful gaze simply reconfirms our deep relationship and our oneness.
Milan, Italy
During the chant of Om Namo Bhagavate Muktanandaya, I experienced waves of bliss! As I closed my eyes, I could visualize that, with each movement of Gurumayi’s hands, she was caressing the whole world with her love, blessings, and protection.
I am filled with gratitude for Baba’s life and generosity in granting me shaktipat diksha, and for the gift of Gurumayi who has sustained my sadhana for many years.
California, United States
As we chanted, and I watched Gurumayi, I felt I could hear her loving intention in the way her arms danced over our hearts, as if she were saying, “All I want for you is to experience joy!” At the end, when she might have spoken, her silent look of love said it all. And my heart became still in a feeling of complete comfort. As the satsang concluded, I heard Gurumayi’s beautiful voice arise inside me so clearly: What more is there to say?
New Mexico, United States
In the second part of the satsang, when we were chanting together, I could feel that meaning within me. I love the moments during a chant when Gurumayi suddenly starts to sing gently, quietly, and softly, which happened today as well. It always seems to me that she is telling me a secret, a secret that I feel deep inside. And today the secret lay in accepting the meaning of my name.
Obing, Germany
It was such a joy to celebrate the 40th Anniversary of Baba’s Lunar Mahasamadhi all together in Bhagavan Nityananda’s Temple!
Massachusetts, United States
Washington, United States
When I heard the Blue Pearl experience of the four-year-old boy as well as the other shares about how people experienced the full-moon night of October 2, 1982, I felt blessed. For me, bliss always flows every day from Bhagavan Nityananda, Baba Muktananda, and Gurumayi ji, just like the breath flows in and out.
My experience of chanting Baba’s name with Gurumayi during this satsang was like connecting to my inner core and hearing again and again, “All is well. Believe in the Guru. Believe in yourself.”
New Delhi, India
I am looking forward to continuing my study of the virtue that Gurumayi gave us on June 24, samanubhuti.
California, United States
Bhopal, India
Washington, United States
Jaipur, India