The Profoundness of the Guru’s Teachings

Gurumayi Is a Natural Part of My Life

My name is Anna Rashmi. I am almost twelve years old and Gurumayi has always been part of my life. I have always felt connected to her although I have never met her physically. How can that be?

It might be because Gurumayi’s pictures are in our home and in my grandmother’s home: my mother and grandmother have been following the Siddha Yoga path for 25 years.

It might be because my mother has told me many beautiful anecdotes and stories about experiences she had when she offered seva in Shree Muktananda Ashram and Gurudev Siddha Peeth. She told me this story:

One day in 2003, during a Siddha Yoga retreat in Montreux, Switzerland, she was offering seva as a harmonium player during a recitation of Shri Guru Gita with Gurumayi. At one moment, she looked up and noticed that Gurumayi was gazing at her belly—where I had already been for six months. A bright ray of light was coming from Gurumayi’s eyes to… me! Normally, I moved around a lot in my mother’s womb, but at that moment I became completely quiet.

My mum was intrigued by this experience and spent some hours, after the recitation of Shri Guru Gita, in chanting the mantra Om Namah Shivaya. Later on that day, she participated in a music rehearsal with Gurumayi. When the chant began, she felt me moving back and forth, swaying to the joyous rhythm of the mrdang. Gurumayi looked at my mother and began to move her hands caressingly across her own stomach. Mum felt that on that day Gurumayi’s shakti deeply touched me, her baby to come.

It might be because I was born on Gurupurnima, July 14, 2003.

It might be because Gurumayi named me Rashmi, which means “rays of the sun and the moon,” and I feel in tune with that name—full of energy and enthusiasm.

It might be because Mum and Grandmum used to chant the mantra Om Namah Shivaya to me when I was a baby, whenever I needed some help in falling asleep or quieting down.

It might be because every night, even now, I fall asleep with a cuddly peacock stuffie, a soft and precious gift from Gurumayi.

It might be because when I am anxious, I take refuge in Gurumayi’s presence in my heart and return to a peaceful and safe space.

It might be because, since I was three, I have participated in many Siddha Yoga family satsangs and retreats. During these satsangs, I have often offered seva by reading stories to the participants. When offering this seva, if I feel nervous about speaking aloud to so many people, I remember to offer my reading to Gurumayi and then a state of confidence and fearlessness comes to me. I become at ease within myself.

It might be because, after receiving Gurumayi’s Message for 2014, The soundless sound arises and subsides in the space of flawless quietude, I learned how to listen. The words of this Message rang a bell in my being, especially because I am a musician—I have been taking saxophone lessons since I was seven years old. When I play, I feel that the sound revolves around me, creating a still and quiet space. And when I play, I sometimes visualize the ocean, with each sound rising and descending like a wave. This makes me feel very peaceful and content.

Actually, I don’t know exactly why I feel that Gurumayi has always been a natural part of my life, but I do know that she has been and she is!

Gurumayi is my Guru and one day I will meet her in person.

So, I go on preparing for that experience:

  • I fall asleep every night holding her sweet peacock stuffie.
  • I listen to Siddha Yoga music.
  • I participate in Siddha Yoga family satsangs.
  • I plan to participate in the Siddha Yoga family retreat in France this summer.

 

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    Rashmi’s heart-touching experience shows me how I can be connected with a Siddha Guru even when she is physically far away. I can see the ways that Gurumayi takes care of each of us all of the time, and I understand that the Guru reaches beyond time and the boundaries of countries.

    Gujarat, India

    I was completely absorbed in Anna Rashmi’s tender, precious story. It took me on a lovely journey inside myself; and I was left feeling touched, comforted, and supported.

    California, United States

    I am deeply moved by the purity and clarity of Anna Rashmi’s Reflection on Gurumayi. Though I have been practicing Siddha Yoga for decades, her words have touched something in my heart that I had forgotten. I am feeling very blessed.

    Auckland, New Zealand

    I so appreciated reading about Anna Rashmi’s experience of Gurumayi’s presence in her life. I have a young daughter, who, like Anna Rashmi, also feels a close connection with Gurumayi and who walks the Siddha Yoga path, and she, too, has not yet met Gurumayi in person.

    When my daughter was an infant, we would chant Om Namah Shivaya together. I would pause after a round, and she knew that it was her turn to respond. Though she couldn’t yet say the words, she did the best she could, and she had the melody! It was so sweet and moving to be in the company of this being who was already so connected to the path. And now, at age eight, my daughter enthusiastically offers seva, serving in many helpful roles at the local Siddha Yoga chanting and meditation group we attend.

    I am so grateful for the light the young Siddha Yogis and their parents are bringing to the Siddha Yoga path, and to the world!

    California, United States