Siddha Yogis Sharing Sadhana Experiences of Gurumayi’s Message for 2019

On January 1, 2019, in Sweet Surprise, Gurumayi gave her Message for 2019:
Draw the mind to its essence.
Allow the mind to experience its luminescence.
Repeat this practice.
Enjoy its blessing.
Throughout this year, Siddha Yoga students have been reflecting on Gurumayi’s Message for 2019. Some of the many ways we have explored and studied Gurumayi’s Message include: engaging with the Workbook on Gurumayi’s Message for 2019, participating in Siddha Yoga Meditation Sessions, reading and listening to Stories on Gurumayi’s Message, contemplating verses from scriptural texts, and reciting and meditating on the Krishna Gayatri Mantra.
On this page, you can read and learn from shares from Siddha Yoga students about ways they applied Gurumayi’s Message to their spiritual practices and in their daily activities, and about the benefits they received by doing so.
What were some of the insights that you gained through remembering Gurumayi’s Message? To share your own experience, please click the link below.
After a friend, also participating in the Intensive, shared his meditation vision of a longstanding “oppression” falling away like a leaf, in my next meditation I saw this leaf dissolving in “my” blue pool of Consciousness. My friend was moved and comforted by this and shared, "It’s great to see how a creative insight by one person can trigger a further insight and enrichment in another. It tells me that the insights are not really ‘mine’ or ‘yours’—they come from somewhere deeper, from the shared space of the Self. What a wonderful thing it is to be doing sadhana together!"
Eastbourne, United Kingdom

My practice of the Message was what kept me going and kept me positive. The night of the highest winds, all the thousands of stars could be seen over the ocean. The whooshing and howling of the wind were all-enveloping, the waves were crashing and booming, and one could imagine the huge fire expanding. As I made the effort to calm myself in the face of all this powerful movement of nature around me by practicing the Message, I experienced it all merging into one cosmic, immeasurable power, but it no longer felt threatening. I found myself in a state of absolute comfort, love, and union, feeling that the infinitely vast night sky and all the power moving in the water and over the earth were one supremely loving reality, and I was one with it.
California, United States

Then, a few months ago, as I was reading a book by Baba Muktananda, after a sentence or two, I suddenly felt tremendous, exquisite bliss. I was engulfed in it. I could barely move. I realized I was experiencing the true nature of the mind, which is bliss. Sometime later, in the simple act of eating a bowl of rice, I saw a dazzling blue light in the rice grains, and I realized this was the light of the inner Self.
Contemplating these experiences, I saw clearly that I had received them when my thoughts were still, my mind quiet.
California, United States

I feel that Gurumayi wishes for us all to have peace of mind, and that she has showered us with grace to make it so. Even amid chaos, loss, and change, peace of mind is at hand. All I need is to practice her teaching.
What a priceless and rare treasure!
New York, United States

dissolved my mind in the light.
The boundless love of a dawn-tinted rose,
tenderly offered, made my heart burst open.
One year is over, one year
to let evaporate the vapors of the past,
to realize and accept
that it is me who has the choice,
the choice to bring my mind to its true nature.
This choice is my freedom.
It attracts my Guru’s grace
and leads me towards liberation.
Blanquefort, France

Together with the Meditation Sessions and support for mantra japa, the series of beautifully rendered “Stories on Gurumayi’s Message 2019” have also helped me to gain a clearer understanding of the Message and to make the effort to attune my mind to its true nature by witnessing it.
Because of all this enthralling multimedia guidance and support, I am witnessing a shift in the pattern of my thoughts and am experiencing upliftment in every aspect of my life. I am feeling very happy that I am following the path in the right spirit.
Chitradurga, India

The way I have responded to several challenges has made me realize that I am experiencing much more trust. Because of this, I feel less stress and I feel that I have the mental clarity to do the right thing when circumstances call upon me. And hearing Gurumayi talk about the importance of numbers encouraged me to better manage my finances. I now feel more “on top of things,” and have an easier time making decisions.
My study of the Message has given me a deeper knowing that “everything does happen for the best.”
Willemstad, Curacao

Every week, Gurumayi’s questions from the workbook took me, as though with a mother’s hand, away from negativity towards positivity and light. I have been astonished by the insights arising within me, and by the discovery of suppressed feelings within my body that were revealed to me. I am amazed at the way my daily exercises with the mantra and the Message have changed my posture so I feel I am standing and walking more upright and with both feet more firmly on the ground.
My heart is overflowing with gratitude and love and with yearning to dedicate my actions to God.
Duisburg, Germany

In each session, I felt my mind settle deeper into my heart. I experienced joy and serenity, and connected to the bliss at the core of my existence.
After each session we held small group discussions, which further enhanced my understanding and helped me apply the teachings in my daily meditation practice.
I am grateful for these Meditation Sessions, which provided such powerful tools to study and assimilate Gurumayi’s Message throughout the year.
Udaipur, India

New York, United States

California, United States

One day, as I was contemplating Gurumayi’s question for the week in the Workbook, it occurred to me that luminescence could mean not only the vision or experience of light, but it could also represent the understanding or knowledge revealed to us by contemplating and practicing the teachings. This insight has given me a deeper understanding which has continued to unfold as I have engaged with the study of Gurumayi’s Message.
London, United Kingdom

Throughout the year, when my mind became overactive or had unpleasant thoughts, I practiced the first line of Gurumayi’s Message, and this helped me to regain tranquility.
Studying the Workbook has been a joyful journey for me. When I studied, I experienced the light of my mind and inner stillness, and I was filled with love and gratitude to Gurumayi. Through the study of the Workbook, I was able to maintain equipoise in both favorable and unfavorable situations.
Gandhinagar, India

Sometimes meditation comes easily, and I vibrate with the energy of the mantra. Other times I am just watching endless streams of thoughts and return to the mantra when I realize I have lost the thread.
What has encouraged me most to keep going with my practice—no matter the experience in meditation—is that later in the day, at work, or driving, or even in a meeting, every now and again I am pulled inward into the space of stillness and silence, where So’ham is repeating itself spontaneously on my breath.
When it happens, I feel grace, peace, and a sense of purity permeating my being.
This year has brought great transformation in my life. I am grateful for the support, inspiration, and guidance I find on the Siddha Yoga path website every day, in so many different forms.
Cherbourg, France

I could feel my mind becoming lighter and lighter, as though emptying itself of thoughts and clutter, and creating new space for the divine light to filter in.
Thank you, Gurumayi, for guiding me to experience this beautiful state.
Nairobi, Kenya

Instantly, I would be drawn into a gentle, calming, blissful space.
It has been a wonderful year, with teachings I will forever carry in my heart and always put into practice.
St. Laurent, Canada

Geelong, Australia

For example, in meditation, when my mind wanders into thoughts that are not beneficial, I come back to the So’ham mantra to recapture a peaceful state. During the day, when I notice that I’ve lost a contented feeling, I reflect to find the source of my unrest. I take a moment to go inward, and find that the source of the mental discomfort will quickly make itself known. Then I apply an appropriate solution—perhaps a plan to apologize to someone, or to let someone know that I’m not comfortable with how we ended a conversation.
I am so very grateful for these simple and powerful tools for keeping myself in a state of joy!
North Carolina, United States

Once a month at the local Siddha Yoga meditation center, the satsang focuses on one of these stories. Everyone listens to the story attentively, and then we share our experiences in small groups to help us study and implement Gurumayi’s Message in our daily lives. We are thrilled to realize how much we have learned about the mind through these stories!
Udaipur, India

The most startling insight came when I repeated the last sentence of the Message. I thought I knew the meaning of the word enjoy. Yet when I translated it into my mother tongue, I had the kinesthetic experience of joy in my body! This wasn’t a mental grasping of the concept—this was the felt experience of bubbles of joy percolating through my body, the same way I’d experienced joy as a child, speaking my mother tongue.
Thank you, Gurumayi, for helping me to reconnect to my roots.
Nelson, Canada

My life is a garland of miracles, strung on the light of God’s pure love.
With a heart overflowing with gratitude, humbly I bow, I bow, I bow.
Utah, United States

Although japa is sometimes a struggle for me, for the first time this year I was magnetically drawn to my heart, where I felt the mantra vibrating. There was a divine, tender, sweet, radiant glow. Then I remembered the last line of Gurumayi’s Message, and I realized this was what was happening to me!
I revelled in this experience, which gave me great joy.
Thornbury, Australia

Iowa, United States

Hawaii, United States

The effort I have made to focus my mind on So’ham during my activities this year, together with the support I received from the poetry of the saints and the scriptural texts, have given me courage, determination, patience, and happiness. As I polish my mind with So’ham, the light of the Self is revealed in my heart and I enjoy my life.
Rodez, France

The mantra Hamsa has guided my breath and led me to an awareness of the Self. My sense of gratitude has grown and deepened. The Krishna Gayatri mantra and the Mahalakshmyashtakam Stotram have been strong guides for me. I realize that all is sat-chit-ananda and that God, the Guru, is the substance of all.
I am very grateful to Gurumayi for all I have learned from her Message for 2019, and from Sweet Surprise 2019, the Workbook on Gurumayi’s Message, and the Meditation Sessions.
Oregon, United States

Then the mantra Gurumayi gave us arose from the silence and began repeating itself in waves, which carried me to a vision of Gurumayi. We merged and the center of my sahasrara began to vibrate with the humming sound of bees. Everything then exploded into a brilliant, sparkling, all-pervasive, and ecstatic white light, which dissolved into an ocean of shimmering blue light. I experienced complete identity with That, the formless, free bliss of consciousness.
I knew this prasad was an experience of Gurumayi’s Message and a glorious blessing. I offer pranam to Gurumayi again and again for this experience, her Message for 2019, and her continual ocean of grace.
Illinois, United States

During moments when I find myself thinking thoughts that do not serve me, I return to the mantra, breath, and mind, using that same mind to dissolve the thoughts and reunite with love and inner peace.
Each week I have been captivated and inspired by the variety of ways to relate to the topic at hand. Whether through physical, creative, or imaginative exercises, I have become increasingly aware of being with my own mind, and cultivating a relationship with my Self.
I am deeply grateful to Gurumayi, whose support and perspective infuse me with grace.
Washington, United States

As I sat waiting in the Universal Hall, I tasted the sweet nectar of my own heart saturating my being. This sublime feeling remained with me throughout the entire Sweet Surprise. I noticed that as Gurumayi was speaking, I was steeped in both wonder and delight. When there was silence, I would find my heart dancing in glory and bliss. When Gurumayi shared her Message, I saw inwardly a shining light in my mind. It was a golden, scintillating shimmer, and my entire body reverberated in this divine light.
Since January 1, I have made it a priority to practice Gurumayi’s Message every day, and I have noticed an increase in exalted states, as well as more transformation in my life.
California, United States

Mumbai, India

Pennsylvania, United States

Throughout each lesson, my devotion and curiosity were met with Gurumayi’s tender love. In each lesson, I experienced a profound connection to the inner Guru, and breathtaking, ecstatic revelations of the Self. All was woven together with practical applications for living in that Self-awareness. Each step of the way, I learned how to be more gentle with myself, enjoying sadhana as a river of love guiding me on a divine journey.
This year’s extended practice of Gurumayi’s Message felt like an absolute flood of grace— showering me with light, love, bliss, insight, and down-to-earth techniques each time I participated. My heart swells in gratitude for Gurumayi’s infinite generosity, sweet love, and compassionate grace.
Illinois, United States

As my year of studying Gurumayi’s Message has progressed through these repeated participations, I have found myself becoming increasingly aware of the serene, benevolent presence of Consciousness. That awareness puts the ups and downs in this world into a peaceful perspective and keeps me steady and content, regardless of what is going on around me.
I am so grateful to have had these opportunities.
Maryland, United States

Mumbai, India

Montreal, Canada

Recalling this experience fills me with happiness and gratitude. I felt I experienced the cumulative power of my study of Gurumayi’s Message for this year.
Maryland, United States

My meditation practice has also changed significantly as a result. I meditate for longer periods of time, and I am better able to focus my mind on the breath and the mantra hamsa while resting in a state of expanded awareness.
I am most grateful to Gurumayi for making available this study tool that enables me to experience the richness of the Siddha Yoga teachings.
Nottingham, United Kingdom

With this gift, Gurumayi has given us a great and precious tool to sustain our sadhana. I feel very blessed.
Magalas, France
