Contemplating Gurumayi’s words “I am Shiva, Shiva is the best” has led me to reflect that if “I am Shiva” and “Shiva is the best,” then I must be “the best.” This has inspired me to look past my perceived shortcomings and reflect on what is “the best” about me.
What comes up is my sincere studentship. Ever since beginning on the Siddha Yoga path in 1988, I have dedicated myself deeply to sadhana. This dedication has taken many forms—chanting, meditating, offering seva, contemplating, applying Gurumayi’s teachings to every aspect of my life, and keeping the company of Siddha Yogis.
Now, in midlife, I am glimpsing the beneficial effects of my long-term dedication. I am more aware of all the goodness and greatness that I embody and bring to the world around me. Although I have moments of self-doubt, I increasingly see the positive in myself and the strong expression of my virtues. I perceive in myself an indomitable spirit. In these ways, I do experience that “I am Shiva, Shiva is the best.”
California, United States
Since participating in the satsang in honor of Mahashivaratri, I have been contemplating my oneness with Lord Shiva. This contemplation has empowered me to be more aware of and better able to express my authenticity, especially in my work environment. Those around me have noticed this change and like it.
St. Laurent, Canada
